Blood Drive & OU Medical

Today I gave blood for the first time for a blood drive from school..

We they let us know it was today I just had to go and donate I think of the family's who loves need it ..

On another note tommrow I go to OU Medical for a to get some samples of the tumor on my left thyroid in my neck ... I am scared but have done it before but back in 2008 there was no Tumor so I am kinda afraid ...

I hope they will take care of it cause I so DON'T want it to turn into CANCER ugh

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We have to  be there by 10am so we have to leave home at 8am so if you can please prey for me and my mom tommrow she will be with me...

Life aka School

Hello Everyone

Sorry I have been gone lol 

School has taken over my whole life pretty much lol

I love school but I so happy I am on Fall Break as of today

Wooohooo 4 day weekend.

I started accounting last week and I am in love but its a true challenge.

Life

School has started well it started on Aug. 12 th for me.. School is going all my grades for the weeks have been A's and I plain on keeping it like that lol it's a goal for me... I thought I'd let y'all know what my has been going on in my life lol...
So peace out till my next post lol so glad I found this app for iPhones


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This last week and a half was hard we lost Mika ...Meranda's puppy to warms 

but Mika lived with us while Meranda and Chase got everything right in the new place the vet said were they use to live ..She had a lot of dogs come in with warms...I cried for a week I still think of Mika and her eyes and ears and how see just could melt your heart...Gosh See Passed a way a week this Tuesday ...

I remember preying to God that night to take her out of her pain and if that ment letting her go to him it was okay ..But man I miss that little girl she was 4 months old she was born on Aprils Fools Day...

But I did have a good Friday I got to see my little nephew Alek Gosh I love that little guy he is growing like crazy..And at Meranda & Chase's place he has running room outside good thing cause they moved into a RV cause its my parents so they can save money for a House but ...I loved chasing Alek around and picking him up and giving him kisses and then chase him again and do it all over lol...If anyone would have told me I would have a Step Nephew I would have laughed at you last year ...but he is such a great addtion and so is his daddy...

Here's some Pictures of him from my IPhone...

He is all about this tractor lol ..

This Picture Cracks me up it looks like he has a butt..lol he 

does just not that big ...Lol mom and me wonder what Chase and Meranda's baby would like if they had

one would it have her butt or his lol if its a boy I prey for Chase's but lol

Sorry very tall gosh he will be 2 in Nov.

So Strong lol

Well didn't get any sleep last night due to not feeling good and my brother and his friend turning off our ac... And on top of that I think I am getting staff under my left armpit ... I got marsa last year there and I don't know how but it seems to be coming back which totally stinks... And all doctors offices are closed lol yea me..
On the plus I can know blog from my new iPhone well replaced iPhone .. The old one had some defects but I am in love with my new iPhone and no it's not the iPhone 4 but it is the iPhone 3GS .... No other phone but iPhones would work for me know Ian totally spoilt lol
Okay off to rest a little bit..


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I have to say the last week and a half has been ruff ...

Everyone wants me to deiced what I want to do with my life like college and stuff..

Cant say I have a clue but have had a lot of migrain's the week trying to rack my brain there is so much  I want to do I dont want to do just one thing...Okay just needed to get it off my chest lol

Happy 4th Of July 

Thanks to the Troops Who Are Fighting For Our Freedom 

And also a thanks to there familys..

Please have a safe and fun 4th of July

A short update before I got to bed...

Our house has been crazy Meranda and Chase moved in till they get there place set up .

So it's been fun having them here lol two people around my age Chase is 21 ...I am 20 and Meranda my little sister is 18 17 months younger then me...

This past week I have learned to be more think full ...Today when I went to the AT&T store to see

what was up with my IPhone I talked to the lady who worked there lol she told me a lot about her in 15 mintues and felt like she was bugging me lol ...I told her it didn't bug me which it didn't she had worked on our phone's before ...She told me how her and her husband where trying for a baby they have been trying for 5 years...

She goes to the 28th for icp ...I am preying it works for her...and I also found out her Aunt has a Cancer...

I now know how good I got  my mom who beat her pre cancer last year and is health and back to herself and how God Kept her here on earth knowing I would be lost with out my mom and Best Friend in the world...

sorry this post is crazy but I think its due to lack off sleep...

So I am off to bed just thought I would update since I am bad about it lol

Yesterday wasn't a day I can say I was happy about...

It started out by me getting woke up from what sound like "Snucks" are girl dog was in pain or hurt

so I got up to see what was wrong with her...but it wasn't her my little sister got a puppy and since I don't have a job she thought she could just drop it off on me..hmm to say the least I wasn't happy...

The puppy now named Meka has only been away from her mommy and brothers and sisters the night before ...

So as any puppy she wined and need to be held and stuff... 

I had just talked to mom about how I been the person people just drop stuff on and think o well it's Jenifer with her big heart she won't mind but I do!!

And as my mom knows I don't like things like a puppy throw on me without notice .. or much of anything with out notice I am a planer type person and like doing my normal stuff like cleaning house playing online and chilling with friends and family...

With my anxity and other stuff  needless to say I was stressed and worried until Meranda got to the house a two o'clock which is when I laid back down since I hadn't got much sleep since 6 almost 7'ish am ...And since I take sleeping pills I was tired most of the day but didn't like hearing Meka  wine ...I hate it when animals of any kind wine ..

So Last night I told I wasn't watching her I need to get a doctor appointment and pick up some Med's for Sis Her soon to be husband's dog ...

And Chase being himself said she should be outside with Sis since she would be an outdoor dog...

I love Chase he is truely the best man for my sister he is the only one I know who can handle her lol...

I hoping Chase get's his son Alek who is a year and a half I already call him my nephew and my mom and dad call them his grandparents which Chase and Meranda our happy we love the little guy 

Here is a picture of him ..He is so cute and loves to hit on Courtney who is like my little sister and Mernie's best friend..He likes blond talk women lol...

I know it sounds funny but seeing a picture of him and remember how he hit on Courtney Saturday has lifted me up...This weekend I hope to get to see him and go to Chel's and swim in the pool and hot tub lol..

Man I love Summer..

God Bless & Loves & Hugs

Jenifer

A lot of stuff has happend since my last post...

I have been doing a lot of souls searching and wanting to become a better child of our Lord..

But the churches around here have not helped me ...

So I am still trying to find my true love and understanding of our Lord... I feel I should know him better but I don't  which bums me out...I see a lot of women on here talking about how much they feel him and understand him but I don't have as much truest in the Lord as many people do I am still trying to find my spot in the world but I know I need to know my God more then my spot  cause I know he will show me my spot in the world..

So I ask if anyone could help me by telling me a good part of the bible to read I mean I still have my kid bible because I learn more from it then I do from the real bible lol I know it sad but true..

So if anyone could guide me to a bible verse , a blog or site to help me learn about him..

Thanks for reading I hope to update more soon

Today I feel so happy due to I know God loves me and has amazing plans for me...

Today I have to go to the doctor and get my bc shot then to eat lunch  with  My little sister Courtney ..            

Today is going to be a great day I can feel it..
This song rocks 

My life is changing in good ways but I am scared ...I don't want to fail even tho I know failer happens ..

With my anxity I wonder if I will meet the standers of  others and my parent's even tho they  have never pushed me into much

they have told me for years it seem that I will do great things Greater then my siblings ...

I know they mean it they see I do not run from my believes they know I am a hard worker and gifted ...

So many of my parent's family see my Big Brothers and Little Sisters success in life , but I don't show mine 

I don't see the point of Saying Hey Look At What I am Doing Look at What I can do...

With my deep depreson it has been hard to get out of but with God and my parents and myself 

I have learned to live life as best I can to not be afraid of my disablity's  but to be proud that in most senses I have over come them...

I mean from 13 to 15 years of age I locked myself up from others and the outside world besides the T.V and internet...

But I have to say I wouldn't change anything in my life

...I have learned to understand my disablitys and have blow my doctors away  by how well I know how to deal with them...

They want  me to help others which is cool but I am not sure if I am totally ready to listen to others

who just want to not learn but tell me how bad they have it I know that sounds horrible but..

I am a caring person and I try to help everyone I can ...I guess that's do to my big heart..

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I starting to ramble now...

I guess I needed to post and really get my feelings out of me...

I need to post more lol ...I just want to share that I love my dad lol he has been looking out for us kids lol we are his babies ...Yesterday I had to take Meranda home so she could go to college and it a two and a half hour drive my dad came in my room twice making me picky promise to drive safe lol he didn't have to worry Meranda wasn't driving :)....I am so blessed to have my amazing parents they have made my life amazing I cherish the meomorys we have made as a family or just one on one time with my mom or dad...If your a parent give your kids Love,Hope,Courage,Honest,Stregth,Support, and most of all BE THERE FOR THEM...My parents havr dont all of these things and have raised me in to be a good person....

Today will be me and moms day lol I got to get my hair cut and colored we will problem hang out and do more dad is off to go fishing lol...

Wow I finaly got internet back ...Our 2wire box went out  so we had to buy another when we had the money

A List of stuff I need to blog about

The Weather

Going to the movies

Getting a New Tattoo
Birthdays

Lol there more just have to think lol

will get on later to write a true post Just wanted yall to know lol

Hugs Jenifer