Yesterday wasn't a day I can say I was happy about...

It started out by me getting woke up from what sound like "Snucks" are girl dog was in pain or hurt

so I got up to see what was wrong with her...but it wasn't her my little sister got a puppy and since I don't have a job she thought she could just drop it off on me..hmm to say the least I wasn't happy...

The puppy now named Meka has only been away from her mommy and brothers and sisters the night before ...

So as any puppy she wined and need to be held and stuff... 

I had just talked to mom about how I been the person people just drop stuff on and think o well it's Jenifer with her big heart she won't mind but I do!!

And as my mom knows I don't like things like a puppy throw on me without notice .. or much of anything with out notice I am a planer type person and like doing my normal stuff like cleaning house playing online and chilling with friends and family...

With my anxity and other stuff  needless to say I was stressed and worried until Meranda got to the house a two o'clock which is when I laid back down since I hadn't got much sleep since 6 almost 7'ish am ...And since I take sleeping pills I was tired most of the day but didn't like hearing Meka  wine ...I hate it when animals of any kind wine ..

So Last night I told I wasn't watching her I need to get a doctor appointment and pick up some Med's for Sis Her soon to be husband's dog ...

And Chase being himself said she should be outside with Sis since she would be an outdoor dog...

I love Chase he is truely the best man for my sister he is the only one I know who can handle her lol...

I hoping Chase get's his son Alek who is a year and a half I already call him my nephew and my mom and dad call them his grandparents which Chase and Meranda our happy we love the little guy 

Here is a picture of him ..He is so cute and loves to hit on Courtney who is like my little sister and Mernie's best friend..He likes blond talk women lol...

I know it sounds funny but seeing a picture of him and remember how he hit on Courtney Saturday has lifted me up...This weekend I hope to get to see him and go to Chel's and swim in the pool and hot tub lol..

Man I love Summer..

God Bless & Loves & Hugs

Jenifer

A lot of stuff has happend since my last post...

I have been doing a lot of souls searching and wanting to become a better child of our Lord..

But the churches around here have not helped me ...

So I am still trying to find my true love and understanding of our Lord... I feel I should know him better but I don't  which bums me out...I see a lot of women on here talking about how much they feel him and understand him but I don't have as much truest in the Lord as many people do I am still trying to find my spot in the world but I know I need to know my God more then my spot  cause I know he will show me my spot in the world..

So I ask if anyone could help me by telling me a good part of the bible to read I mean I still have my kid bible because I learn more from it then I do from the real bible lol I know it sad but true..

So if anyone could guide me to a bible verse , a blog or site to help me learn about him..

Thanks for reading I hope to update more soon